Sunday night

This is Sunday night. I am sitting down next to the glass wall in starbucks while get some chatting with my lovely GF. I heard a calm music that sound little bit scary for her. :). Hey girl.. it is a classical piano music not a ghost calling music. Anyway, this is a seventh month which is believed as a releasing ghost month by some people. It is sounded ridiculous when people burn anything to feed a ghost in order to prevent a bad luck and attract good luck more. However, it is their belief, I cannot judge it as a stupid thing. their have their own thing to hold on.

Speaking of this night, It is quite enjoyable night. Even though my money in my wallet just 5 bucks left(because I have spent other 12 to buy a caramel macchiato). Nonetheless, it is not a big deal. 12 bucks is not meaningful compared to seeing her face smiling while looking at me on the screen of live massenger. I love her so much, as I love myself.

I am get used to staying in this island though. Small island that is shortened as PG. Most of the time, I miss her, I miss my family, I miss everything that is memorably still in my mind. Nevertheless it is my past, I have to keep my head held high. focus on what I chase in this life. One day it would be happen when I got everything.

UNTITLED

After so long time not writing a blog, I decided to start writing it again. It would be good for my writing skill though. It can be said that my English is not that good, but I am the type of quick learning in everything I do.

Nothing special about today post. I just want to write whatever in my heart that has been always make me concern. That is a things that cannot be repeated or even paid to get it. That is a time.

It is not talking about a clock or watch we have but taking about every second that has passed away from our life. It is kind of ridiculous thing when I wake up in the morning, and abruptly out of my awareness, it is time to sleep again. It is kind I've lost my feeling about counting time because I cannot predict exactly what is going on with this limitation of our life.

Yes, time flies. It has flied but we cannot re grab it again. Or we can call it, time is running out. It is running from our life and pass the estafet rod to their other friends. And again, the same sequence is always happened.

Well... the more I think about it, the more concern I am about it. I cannot count secondly time that I have or waste while I am thinking about it. I am always thinking when it is gonna end up.

The thing that I can do now is maximizing the time that has been my portion in this life with the thing that can build my self and definitely other people. that has been my biggest mission in this life before I die.

Coming up with a lot of idea, way, thought and eve circumstances that I possibly face, I need to focus on today task. What I gonna do today because I think that I have no life for tomorrow. I hope this kind of mindset that I have can lead me up day by day to the maximum potential that I supposed to be. So later when I die, I can say to God that... Your plan is amazing.....


Manjaya

Future

2 months ago, I had been sitting in front of the computer and doing my assignment. It was the most stressful moment in my life that will never be forgotten. However, two more weeks is my graduation date. Time is flying sooo fast.
I am concerning about my future, my next phase of life, and everything.....
The only thing that I can sure is, I have my God besides me.

No matter how blur the future is, I will be still believe in His way..

3 weeks remain

3 weeks later my is will be finished. phiuuhh!! reallyy excited, anxious and sooo concern.
I dont know what would happen later on. Am i succeed or not. I am not sure. But, I am sure that my God will guarantee my future.. He will not embarassed me and make me go back as a looser

it is really worrying, like tons weight put on your shoulder, even though it is not the realistic.
I just need little bit a confidence in doing all this things.

July 17 will becoming as my graduation date. I am looking forward to it. hmm dont know what mark i will get, as long as i am trying my best, I will be proud of whatever the result would be.

I just need pray, work harder and leave it to God.

PLEASEE COME EARLIER

Its almost 6.20 and I have been made awake till now by my interior design assignment. It sounds crazy, but It is the real design. For me my idea is so precious but most of the time it is coming late in the night.

Well, I should deal with it, because this is my passion. Even though sometime my bed is calling me to sleep.

Just one thing i ask to my friend "idea" pleaseeee... comee early.....!!!! I need some restt!!!! why didn't you come before 6 p.m?? why always after 10? and one day before the submission!?

It is ridiculous when thinking about this kind of friend that i have. once again, Idea.. please come earlier...

STAY FOCUS

Everything invades to my head. I have a lot of things to be reached; Skills, Future, languages, I want to expert at all of them. Unconsciously, all that thought hinder me to do the most important thing. It is undoubtedly nagging me to do something on my third list of my priority instead of my first one, and abruptly my desire jumps into my first one or a second one. It is like a moving tangent passion of many things and the result of mind like that is being expert at none of it.

One thing I should do, that is make a priority and the goal setting of what I want to be first and make a portion of time divide for each of them. For example, I really have a huge willingness in learning mandarin and also being expert at English. What I should do first, put a bigger portion in which one is more important and then subsequently, take a smaller portion for the second one. Focus to the first one and be expert at it first and still, the second one is following that level.

Everyone has more than one talent on their hand, but choose one or two to be our specialty and sharpen it until it show the result, and other things will be sharpened later. Sometime we learn uncluttered things while the essential ones for our life is being forgotten. That would be a big mistake ever.

So, stay focus on what we desire in, and sharpened all of them. Do not add unnecessary stuffs into our mind so our skills won't be just average without something stand out among all. Knowing our strength is also the key of focusing on the real passion of us.

13 November 2009

Manjaya Design

This is my Freelance interior business. God has given a lot of projects to me, so I can confidently put my several works as portfolio, besides projects from LIMKOKWING UNIVERSITY, my lovely University. Since end of October 2009 I made an fans account in Facebook

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Manjaya-Design/164504311866?ref=ts

And also a blog

www.manjayadesign.blogspot.com.

Hmm.. It sounds silly when Friends of mine thought that I made a personal fans group. However, it is just the portfolio of my works. Even though it is not perfect, but I am still in the process of learning and being better.

Here are some of my design:

It was a long story how I can reach this level. I know exactly that all is caused by God.Willingness to learn and keep being humble is the key.

God had hit me down when once I being selfish one day. I thought I have known everything about Interior design. Nonetheless last semester was my first time my design taste be gone. All my works had been said by my lecture "No ambiance" that's mean totally tasteless design. When my friend got B+ I got C-. Ooh.. that was the most desperate moment in my life. I don't know why. But unexpectedly, I got a very satisfying mark for my final presentation, more than what I expected. One thing important that God had taught me, that is

keep learning in everything, there is always a skies on sky.

12 NOvember 2009