Sunday, August 29, 2010

Sunday night

This is Sunday night. I am sitting down next to the glass wall in starbucks while get some chatting with my lovely GF. I heard a calm music that sound little bit scary for her. :). Hey girl.. it is a classical piano music not a ghost calling music. Anyway, this is a seventh month which is believed as a releasing ghost month by some people. It is sounded ridiculous when people burn anything to feed a ghost in order to prevent a bad luck and attract good luck more. However, it is their belief, I cannot judge it as a stupid thing. their have their own thing to hold on.

Speaking of this night, It is quite enjoyable night. Even though my money in my wallet just 5 bucks left(because I have spent other 12 to buy a caramel macchiato). Nonetheless, it is not a big deal. 12 bucks is not meaningful compared to seeing her face smiling while looking at me on the screen of live massenger. I love her so much, as I love myself.

I am get used to staying in this island though. Small island that is shortened as PG. Most of the time, I miss her, I miss my family, I miss everything that is memorably still in my mind. Nevertheless it is my past, I have to keep my head held high. focus on what I chase in this life. One day it would be happen when I got everything.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

UNTITLED

After so long time not writing a blog, I decided to start writing it again. It would be good for my writing skill though. It can be said that my English is not that good, but I am the type of quick learning in everything I do.

Nothing special about today post. I just want to write whatever in my heart that has been always make me concern. That is a things that cannot be repeated or even paid to get it. That is a time.

It is not talking about a clock or watch we have but taking about every second that has passed away from our life. It is kind of ridiculous thing when I wake up in the morning, and abruptly out of my awareness, it is time to sleep again. It is kind I've lost my feeling about counting time because I cannot predict exactly what is going on with this limitation of our life.

Yes, time flies. It has flied but we cannot re grab it again. Or we can call it, time is running out. It is running from our life and pass the estafet rod to their other friends. And again, the same sequence is always happened.

Well... the more I think about it, the more concern I am about it. I cannot count secondly time that I have or waste while I am thinking about it. I am always thinking when it is gonna end up.

The thing that I can do now is maximizing the time that has been my portion in this life with the thing that can build my self and definitely other people. that has been my biggest mission in this life before I die.

Coming up with a lot of idea, way, thought and eve circumstances that I possibly face, I need to focus on today task. What I gonna do today because I think that I have no life for tomorrow. I hope this kind of mindset that I have can lead me up day by day to the maximum potential that I supposed to be. So later when I die, I can say to God that... Your plan is amazing.....


Manjaya